VALENTINE's 2014

Before the day of Valentine's, my baby boy told me that he won't buy me thing as he dint celebrate for it
I just feel like nothing la. hahaa. actually it's okay because i treat everyday also Valentine when im with you <3
on 14th feb
i plan to go his house but he keep ask me to go home rest because the previous day we sleep late
I just follow what he said, dapao from campus and go home
sleep until like pig ^.^
after 1 hours+, he suddenly called me and said that he is so boring and want to come my house
i just wake up from my sweet dream and dont really know what is going on
to continue my sweet dream
i open the door and ask him come in by himself
he came in with a file
hmm... i thought he want to do report at my house
okay...
he say that inside the file is the notes tht i give him and now he want to return to me
and ask me go take by myself
at last, when i take the file
noticed that it is not notes inside the file
but chocolates!
awww baby so sweet de xD
im really happy
i love you so much baby :(
promise to stay with me until the end ya
you are always my prince :)
happy 46th day :)

update for 2014! :P

i wanted to write a long post to update this blog
but at last
i cannot manage to do so
want to write everything i feel but
some words maybe will hurt/de zui someone or whatever
learn to control my words
i know sometimes my mouth hurt people
now i choose to hide it
nobody will know it
nobody will care


wrote a long long post but deleted all
write out everything i want to say
something that i really want you to know
but
no dare to post up
*failure*
anyway
try hard to do a better me now
to make you proud

anyway, i don't think this is true
because you will still care about it :)

everything changed include me and you
you're no longer the old you
i'm no longer the old me
fine-.-

anyways, another important update here
now im in loved with someone who name Andrew Lee Khai Yinn :P
someone so pig,
big head + oh oh xD
looks cute when he smile but not when he is angry :/ *i scare*

thats all bah -.-
lazy write leeeeeee

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我看到一些不该看的

不开心

sem break lu ~

finally!!! exam is over XD
 sem break starts
Sem 2 is so bad for me.
happened alot of things
i know u're not.
yoiu doesnt mean that
i really know bout it

but sometimes i still hope that is real
i promised myself wont let my life down
yeah
it is not worth
:D
if i could convince myself...

it just like a ....
:x

i wont rely on anyone
please let me be independance
pleaseeeeeeee!!

hate that

Really hate the feeling when people treat u like u owe her money
Ishhhhh
People talk with u nicely and u jz reply like..
Imagine people use that tone to talk with u
Really hate!

Im just tired.

The life in uni isnt that easy and simple as i though.
I cant just be who i am.
What i talk cant be what inreally want to say.
I just say everythg that make things worse
Hurt people
And maybe
Hurt myself too.
Things are not that simple aa i thought to be
Why the things that i thought to be the best
Actually they're not
I just turn to be someone different
Will become person who others want me to be
Oh yeah
I cant control myself
Seriously
I cant
I think i just keep quite and dont talk so much better
Never think that it would be like that
Om fine
I duno what m i talking bout.
Zzzz

回不去

有些事情
回不去
也看不见未来
以前多么多么的好
现在
不一样了
感觉到的
怎么办呢
不想要的
就不会发生吗
拜托拜托
我只希望
是我想太多
我都不想
失去的
友.宜

多么纯真的画面 可是现实生活里不会出现